I woke up feeling very lonely and tired. Pining for A and missing her. Slowly coming to acceptance and I'm glad I have a program that teaches me a day at a time thinking. When I think about the future it scares me . I think only about her moving on and I know that this is mumy abandonment wounds and it's so painful. Like their are times I just wish I won't ever be in a relationship and an unrequited love relationship is just as fucking painful. No poetry here I'm not a poet. But I write from my heart.at the gym now pulling some iron and removing some toxic energy
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