I'm so very tired god of struggling with this disease and not getting it the solution. Please give me the desire and willingness to work this program hard, I am so unhappy with the way I look God. So very unhappy.
Sweet child, breathe, it's okay. I'm here for you. I'm proud of you for not picking up last night and having a good night of abstinence. I'm proud of you for doing the work yesterday. Please little one do wash the dishes and record your hours for time spent on work. You are so worth it. You deserve to treat yourself with love and respect.
I've wasted so much time in this addiction God. So much time I feel so sad that I've spent so many days alone and on the couch sick and feeling hopeless. I'm not sure what else you want me to do.
Sweet sweet boy, I love you and it's going to be okay. You got help from unlikely people yesterday, they love you and want to help you. They want you to carry the message. Please do not despair my love, this is happening. Willingness and hope is coming. Keep shwoing up. You are so very loved
