Dear God, I don’t know what to do today. I feel so frazzled. please guide me to the next right action. Today I just feel like lazing. I know that I have to get up and show up everyday like majority of the world does. Pay my spiritual penance or pay off my karmic debt. Is that what it is god. I don’t know. Please tell me how I should be because I feel pretty fucking wretched today. Okay I’ll go and buy the oatmeal god and the bananas and go from there.
