Dearest god, thank you for last night, it was nice to not eat junk food. I ate a whole banana and a bit of yogurt which was fine. God thank you for that gift. I sometimes wish i connected to you more at night, especially when the cravings come fast and furious. I am so happy that I have something to look forward to, the jogging and plyaing basketball in the morning. It's something i think about during the cravings and it helps me. Anyway thank you. P.S. I fell scared about getting back to the recruiter about the IT job, what am i getting myself into God?
Dearest precious son of mine. You're welcome! You are heard my little one and loved, so very loved. I get you i feel you. It's scary to get back into the work world. work can be an addiction for you like Gaming ;) You are afraid. little one, so very afraid. remember you don't have to do anything alone anymore. you are free to try things and you are free to fail at things. you're never gotten fired, you just quit before you felt like you're getting fired . that is okay. We can handle rejection together. You didn't fall apart when things didn't go well on your 3rd date. guess what, that was then and this is now. You are loved , oh so very loved my little one.
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