Tuesday, November 8, 2022

2 way prayer

Dear Sweet God, just a day of abstinence and I feel so bloody good, thank you sweet sweet god, thank you so very much. I feel so good I want to sing. Had extra protein last night instead of binging, progress not perfection. must remember how I feel even doing that instead of the junk. God please help me to get out of isolation and do the absolute best I can with the energy motivation and desire I have.

Dearest sweetheart, little K , put on your colourful LED lights. There that is so much gentler and FUN. We’re so very happy that you made it abstinent last night from binging. Keep turning to me little one. Things will ease up little one, it will I promise you. Go to the long Kriya and meditation online and in person next week. I am really sorry that Its been 2 years plus since the last time. We are so sorry that it was a lot of loneliness and binging. Our heart bleeds for you for all the lost time but please do look at is as rest from all the abuse for those 18 years of corporate work and you sat still and allowed the grief to come , more tears will follow little one, please be patient.

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