People pleasing yuck and I so relate to that.
I face this constant inner turmoil so relentless.
Dealing with life on life terms
Taking risks
Being a dreamer a romantic and losing track of the details of living well
In the food again and again. Nights so lonely, keep me company I can't imagine a night by myself without using food.
So much loneliness despair. Anger, frustration. Want others to soothe me cause I can't soothe myself.
Lost friends. Can't let anyone in. So scared of what they may find.
Can't even accept me and sometimes I feel hard to love
So being a man means being an asshole
Fuck that
Stop food, u suck. You're a phony lover. U don't soothe, u deceive and leave destruction. I hate u.
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