update

I've missed my updates. Im writing this on my new MacBook that has a French keyboard which is so bloody annoying but at the very least the keyboard works, after apple has fixed it. Its also a model up for me and I really appreciate that. I'm at the comfort in hotel, its been a really crazy couple days, I missed work yesterday and I binged on friday night because I came into the hotel and I binged again last night. I was told to find my own place because swaraj is worried about me. And I wasn't prepared for this, I feel used and neglected. I did some reading with Pallavi, she helped me see that this could be a blessing from my higher power because she was causing me a lot of stress. 

I'm leaving this place roughly at 2pm and then I'm going to go to swarajs place to pick up the rest of my stuff.