Dear Dear Dear Dearest God, thank you dear loving God for keeping me safe and helping me bounce back after I numbed myself with food the other day. God, when will the frustration and rage stop. When will the tears come dear sweet God? It’s so hard to keep getting up everyday, putting my adult pants on and trying to be hopeful and optimistic. I’ve been angry with the world and feeling like my life is slipping away. What’s the point of having all this love and compassion and empathy if I turn it against myself with food bingeing, people pleasing , codependency and other addictions. It’s ridiculous, please help me god.
My dear dear sweet boy, haaaaaaa, deep breath my love. It’s all going to be okay. It’s all working out perfectly. I am so sorry that you are going through this my love. Please do the next right action, set the boundary, self care, clean your place, take your medication water the plants and shower little one. It’s all happening perfectly and yes this too shall pass. I weep too my love, humanity is frail and flawed and I feel powerless tooo. We want you to to be filled with love, joy, hope and inspired purpose. It’s not a natural state to be in despair. All we know is love and we want that for you too, hang in there little one.
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