Dear God, thank you the binge wasn’t worse God, thank you and I need help God. The weight gain is so bad. I feel scared and shame and anger with myself and for those asking me questions about my abstinence, shut the fuck up. I don’t want to feel worse about myself by analyzing this behaviour. I fucking hate that going into the food is what I do night in and night out I’m scared God of ballooning and struggling under the weight of debting and not making enough overspending.
My dear dear sweet boy. Have not heard from you in a while little one. It’s okay my sweet. You are feeling intense pain and loneliness little one. Let go of the weight for now. Focus on a night of blissful abstinence. Good for you on scheduling a 5th for Sunday, we are so thrilled of your willingness to do the 4th, let go of the fear, negativity and toxicity little one. It’s happening beautifully and magically and fine and we love you so so very much.
Love God
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